Here is my new blog on the political situation in Bolehland...
HERE
-DNPY-
Sunday, March 09, 2008
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Its official!
This blog has served me well-almost 3 years already and there are many fond memories here-the pictures and all.
But its time for a change.
This blog will still be around but i will no longer be updating it.
My new blog can be found at: here
With love,
Darren
This blog has served me well-almost 3 years already and there are many fond memories here-the pictures and all.
But its time for a change.
This blog will still be around but i will no longer be updating it.
My new blog can be found at: here
With love,
Darren
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
I was supposed to open the blog after the elections are done with.
The elections are done with. And due to the many many queries from my friends on why my blog is still locked, i'm gonna open it to public now.
For the past month, my blog was only accessible by 2-3 people and none of them were from Monash. I did not want any unwanted tales and details from my blog to be used against me. Now its over with so i'm gonna re-open my blog.
First things first, i'll like to apologize for the posts i made when my blog were closed. Some were written when i was pretty heated up and some simply did not make sense. Forgive me on that.
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Since i'm so bloody lazy to do a real update, here are very brief details on my life:
- Darren is now single.
- Darren is 2008's President of MUSA(Monash University Student Assosiation).
- Darren is now available and can be contacted at 012-69***** (hehe :p)
- SPEAK(Darren's party) won 17 out of 22 posts and all but one exec post.
- Darren is very happy for his party and very proud of them.
- Darren is pretty lazy and has long overdue assignments.
- Darren needs a holiday and is looking forward to the planned roadtrip after the exams.
- Darren has started a "facebook" account.
- Darren needs to be more hardworking.
- Darren has done some pretty nasty things recently and are regretting them now.
- Darren has a lot of pictures to post up to his blog.
- Darren needs a good back massage.
- Darren is feeling sad that a few of his good friends will be leaving Monash after this year.
- Darren is feeling betrayed and let down by a friend whom he trusted and protected.
- Darren is feeling lonely at the moment.
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There, what a great post i'll say. I'll promise a better post when i'm feeling up to it.
Goodnight peeps.
The elections are done with. And due to the many many queries from my friends on why my blog is still locked, i'm gonna open it to public now.
For the past month, my blog was only accessible by 2-3 people and none of them were from Monash. I did not want any unwanted tales and details from my blog to be used against me. Now its over with so i'm gonna re-open my blog.
First things first, i'll like to apologize for the posts i made when my blog were closed. Some were written when i was pretty heated up and some simply did not make sense. Forgive me on that.
---
Since i'm so bloody lazy to do a real update, here are very brief details on my life:
- Darren is now single.
- Darren is 2008's President of MUSA(Monash University Student Assosiation).
- Darren is now available and can be contacted at 012-69***** (hehe :p)
- SPEAK(Darren's party) won 17 out of 22 posts and all but one exec post.
- Darren is very happy for his party and very proud of them.
- Darren is pretty lazy and has long overdue assignments.
- Darren needs a holiday and is looking forward to the planned roadtrip after the exams.
- Darren has started a "facebook" account.
- Darren needs to be more hardworking.
- Darren has done some pretty nasty things recently and are regretting them now.
- Darren has a lot of pictures to post up to his blog.
- Darren needs a good back massage.
- Darren is feeling sad that a few of his good friends will be leaving Monash after this year.
- Darren is feeling betrayed and let down by a friend whom he trusted and protected.
- Darren is feeling lonely at the moment.
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There, what a great post i'll say. I'll promise a better post when i'm feeling up to it.
Goodnight peeps.
Saturday, September 29, 2007
I'll re-open this blog on Friday when elections are over.
I have a lot of thoughts lingering in my head at the moment... And whats worse is that i'm unsure on what actions are proper.
Just spent 5 days of my mid sem break attending a field trip. It was ok but the worse is when i got back. The amount of catching up was terrible and don't remind me on the assignments sighz.
The monash ball was ok, ICC was ok...but..there are many which were not ok.
1) Elections preparation-i'm pretty left out despite being president. I wasn't around...i've only got myself to blame.
2) Elections anticipation-I'm anticipating much dirty politics coming my way, can i face it? I'm hoping i could.
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On another note, the 27 Australian students have now gone back. They were a bunch of nice chaps, i'm really gonna miss them. It was only days but we grown quite attached and they are real party crazies! I need that for the moment!
After the field trip, we met up for dinner at Hartamas Square. Then, we went for a drink at Souled'Out. After that, we went to Karma, a club and thats where something happened.
On a more unfortunate note, one of them popped both her knees while dancing yesterday. It was pretty scary and she was screaming in agony. We had to bring her to a hospital for x-rays and some plastering. However, there was only one car so some of us stayed behind. Know whats funny? The remaining Aussie wanted to go to another club since Karma closes at 2! Jokers.
I waited with 2 more at a few places and eventually at the hotel they were staying...
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Update: Apparently, she tore her ligaments for one of her leg-not sure which but year, only one leg :/
I have a lot of thoughts lingering in my head at the moment... And whats worse is that i'm unsure on what actions are proper.
Just spent 5 days of my mid sem break attending a field trip. It was ok but the worse is when i got back. The amount of catching up was terrible and don't remind me on the assignments sighz.
The monash ball was ok, ICC was ok...but..there are many which were not ok.
1) Elections preparation-i'm pretty left out despite being president. I wasn't around...i've only got myself to blame.
2) Elections anticipation-I'm anticipating much dirty politics coming my way, can i face it? I'm hoping i could.
---
On another note, the 27 Australian students have now gone back. They were a bunch of nice chaps, i'm really gonna miss them. It was only days but we grown quite attached and they are real party crazies! I need that for the moment!
After the field trip, we met up for dinner at Hartamas Square. Then, we went for a drink at Souled'Out. After that, we went to Karma, a club and thats where something happened.
On a more unfortunate note, one of them popped both her knees while dancing yesterday. It was pretty scary and she was screaming in agony. We had to bring her to a hospital for x-rays and some plastering. However, there was only one car so some of us stayed behind. Know whats funny? The remaining Aussie wanted to go to another club since Karma closes at 2! Jokers.
I waited with 2 more at a few places and eventually at the hotel they were staying...
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Update: Apparently, she tore her ligaments for one of her leg-not sure which but year, only one leg :/
Monday, August 27, 2007
Its been a long time since i've updated. ITs not that i don't have time, i have plenty of it but it seems that i'm also occupied or i'm just plain lazy.
more of the later actually.
Bloody hell, these days, i only start my bloody assignment a day before the due date!
Heck, since only a few "lucky" people are able to read my blog, i'll be able to express myself better.
Fuck it! seriously, fuck it!
This is a typical rant, only that Mr Darren Ng Peck Yun is extra stressed.
---
Looking at myself in the mirror, i realised something. I realised that i've became more "expressive" lately, I'm more stressed out and i actually show it physically. A few people have already noticed this and even i find it unpleasant.
Lets go with the street carnival, before the event, i was already stressed out. I was stressed out with MNSM. Yes MNSM, the same club where i was the EX-president. Nutter alert!! why would the ex-president be stressed out? Well, i'll tell you why. The ex-president is made to do more when he is supposed to.
Heck, i love the club and i love helping out but nothing pisses me more then having to do more work then the current committee members while knowing damn bloody well that they should be doing more.... Worse still, some are totally ignorant even though i was fuming like hell already. I was trying to teach some people some balloon sculptures and while it was frustrating, it became worse when people like Cheng Wai had the attention span of a 7 year old kid in a candy store. I've already requested a million and one times to her to control her mouth, one day i'm really gonna give her a piece of my mind.
At least Abbas was emphatic enough. He prolly was the only one who realized i was pissed off and kept asking if i'm ok. Kate helped a lot as well. She gave me a back massage and made me calm down.. Thanks a lot kate :)
The street carnival was bah. Bad organization, bad planning and bad delegating. The street carnival was neglected where 98% of efforts were on the motor show. Ironically, it seems that Monashians were neglected while the outsiders were favoured.
However, i forgive them. Why? Ben's bitches came and they were AWESOME!!! :P
Heck, was dancing and singing along like those girls at boyband concerts...
The event was supposed to last 2 days. I came on Saturday for class(yes, its pathetic!). Went to the carnival at about 12 p.m. and it was empty! After the event, we were told that certain clubs lost money due to poor turnout. A no-brainer. Really.
On Sunday night, when i was preparing to sleep, i received a phone call. Trudy called, asking for my help in cleaning up the carpark!!! WTH?
Yes, darren is always one who is ready to help out but, on Monday morning? I was told that there were only 3 ppl helping out.
Imagine coming to uni on Monday and wanting to park at the carpark, noticing that its full of tables, chairs and rubbish? It was full of rubbish!
No worries, i helped out. Pretty ironic no? I'm not even part of the organizing committee and i'm helping out. They can spend RM 60 000 for the event and not have people cleaning up. The only council members who helped out were Trudy, Taha and Melissa. We have like 20+ council members and only 3 came.Brilliant, just fucking brilliant i tell you.
Heck, my mum helped out as well... she was a hero. TOld her to cool it down and she was stubborn. She woke up with a cramped up body-padan muka! :P
---
The puppy(party) and even the monash ball has been screwing up my life recently.
I was glad that the puppy was finally full, all posts were filled. And on saturday night, someone pulled out. WTF! now i have to look for another. Sheep, i tell you, sheep.
I now have to get the nomination forms ready, get those passport sized pics ready and even rush them for it. Knowing them Malaysians, they will wait till the last minute. Damn, thats just like myself -_-".
----
The monash ball is a bigger joke. I am a "table leader". Basically, i paid a deposit for the table and by 28th August, i have to fill up 10 slots to be eligible for the early bird payment which is at RM 85 pax.
At one minute, there were people saying that they are bringing their dates etc. At one minute they are not. At one minute, some decided they can't attend. Some can't get their dates. I compensate by filling it up with other people. Then some claim that they need to bring other people along for transportation purposes. Then, the table has too many people. Then, i had to kick someone off the table(undeservedly so imo).
Now, i have 10 people. Keep it that way. If there are any more changes, i will not go. Fuck the deposit, its not bloody worth it.
As horrible as it seems, i had to take my words back. I told Keegan that he could go since there was a space left and he agreed(he asked me earlier). Then, a few minutes later, i had to cancel my invitation. Why? Because some people can't drive, lazy?(i don't know), don't know how to go there?(i don't know). If its about transportation, say so, i'll personally come and fetch ya. don't use it as an excuse. The table was supposed to be 10 friends, now it will be filled with significant others. ITs gonna look fun eh? Bloody fun i tell ya.
----
I;m having sleep disorder-i can't sleep when i want to. I lack sleep during weekdays and i have too much in the weekends. WTF.
Add to it my relationship problems. Its gonna be off soon. I feel bad, its my fault actually. I was never there for her, i'm too busy and i can never be that free. I'm not really making much of an effort. When i reflect, she is a good girl, what most guys will prolly want. She is beautiful, a little bit on the wild side, nice and trusty. However, something is missing. The spark is missing, i don't see it. The relationship is dying and while she is trying to make an effort, it won't work out anymore. I want out.
Its that bad, its that bad i tell ya.....
I need a chill pill, i need a bloody vacation.
fuck, just fuck...
more of the later actually.
Bloody hell, these days, i only start my bloody assignment a day before the due date!
Heck, since only a few "lucky" people are able to read my blog, i'll be able to express myself better.
Fuck it! seriously, fuck it!
This is a typical rant, only that Mr Darren Ng Peck Yun is extra stressed.
---
Looking at myself in the mirror, i realised something. I realised that i've became more "expressive" lately, I'm more stressed out and i actually show it physically. A few people have already noticed this and even i find it unpleasant.
Lets go with the street carnival, before the event, i was already stressed out. I was stressed out with MNSM. Yes MNSM, the same club where i was the EX-president. Nutter alert!! why would the ex-president be stressed out? Well, i'll tell you why. The ex-president is made to do more when he is supposed to.
Heck, i love the club and i love helping out but nothing pisses me more then having to do more work then the current committee members while knowing damn bloody well that they should be doing more.... Worse still, some are totally ignorant even though i was fuming like hell already. I was trying to teach some people some balloon sculptures and while it was frustrating, it became worse when people like Cheng Wai had the attention span of a 7 year old kid in a candy store. I've already requested a million and one times to her to control her mouth, one day i'm really gonna give her a piece of my mind.
At least Abbas was emphatic enough. He prolly was the only one who realized i was pissed off and kept asking if i'm ok. Kate helped a lot as well. She gave me a back massage and made me calm down.. Thanks a lot kate :)
The street carnival was bah. Bad organization, bad planning and bad delegating. The street carnival was neglected where 98% of efforts were on the motor show. Ironically, it seems that Monashians were neglected while the outsiders were favoured.
However, i forgive them. Why? Ben's bitches came and they were AWESOME!!! :P
Heck, was dancing and singing along like those girls at boyband concerts...
The event was supposed to last 2 days. I came on Saturday for class(yes, its pathetic!). Went to the carnival at about 12 p.m. and it was empty! After the event, we were told that certain clubs lost money due to poor turnout. A no-brainer. Really.
On Sunday night, when i was preparing to sleep, i received a phone call. Trudy called, asking for my help in cleaning up the carpark!!! WTH?
Yes, darren is always one who is ready to help out but, on Monday morning? I was told that there were only 3 ppl helping out.
Imagine coming to uni on Monday and wanting to park at the carpark, noticing that its full of tables, chairs and rubbish? It was full of rubbish!
No worries, i helped out. Pretty ironic no? I'm not even part of the organizing committee and i'm helping out. They can spend RM 60 000 for the event and not have people cleaning up. The only council members who helped out were Trudy, Taha and Melissa. We have like 20+ council members and only 3 came.Brilliant, just fucking brilliant i tell you.
Heck, my mum helped out as well... she was a hero. TOld her to cool it down and she was stubborn. She woke up with a cramped up body-padan muka! :P
---
The puppy(party) and even the monash ball has been screwing up my life recently.
I was glad that the puppy was finally full, all posts were filled. And on saturday night, someone pulled out. WTF! now i have to look for another. Sheep, i tell you, sheep.
I now have to get the nomination forms ready, get those passport sized pics ready and even rush them for it. Knowing them Malaysians, they will wait till the last minute. Damn, thats just like myself -_-".
----
The monash ball is a bigger joke. I am a "table leader". Basically, i paid a deposit for the table and by 28th August, i have to fill up 10 slots to be eligible for the early bird payment which is at RM 85 pax.
At one minute, there were people saying that they are bringing their dates etc. At one minute they are not. At one minute, some decided they can't attend. Some can't get their dates. I compensate by filling it up with other people. Then some claim that they need to bring other people along for transportation purposes. Then, the table has too many people. Then, i had to kick someone off the table(undeservedly so imo).
Now, i have 10 people. Keep it that way. If there are any more changes, i will not go. Fuck the deposit, its not bloody worth it.
As horrible as it seems, i had to take my words back. I told Keegan that he could go since there was a space left and he agreed(he asked me earlier). Then, a few minutes later, i had to cancel my invitation. Why? Because some people can't drive, lazy?(i don't know), don't know how to go there?(i don't know). If its about transportation, say so, i'll personally come and fetch ya. don't use it as an excuse. The table was supposed to be 10 friends, now it will be filled with significant others. ITs gonna look fun eh? Bloody fun i tell ya.
----
I;m having sleep disorder-i can't sleep when i want to. I lack sleep during weekdays and i have too much in the weekends. WTF.
Add to it my relationship problems. Its gonna be off soon. I feel bad, its my fault actually. I was never there for her, i'm too busy and i can never be that free. I'm not really making much of an effort. When i reflect, she is a good girl, what most guys will prolly want. She is beautiful, a little bit on the wild side, nice and trusty. However, something is missing. The spark is missing, i don't see it. The relationship is dying and while she is trying to make an effort, it won't work out anymore. I want out.
Its that bad, its that bad i tell ya.....
I need a chill pill, i need a bloody vacation.
fuck, just fuck...
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Was talking to Beatrice earlier, she received some weird remark as well. Could it be the same guy/girl? Probably... Could he/she be a political opponent? Probably... Could he/she be an ex "Puppy" member? Probably... Could he/she be anyone? Probably...
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This blog will still remain active but it will be behind wraps. Only a few people will be able to read it. So, if you're one of those lucky readers, you are indeed lucky :P
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I'm on a deathlist!
Now now, before anyone starts to dissect who would want me dead(i'm sure there are plenty), I'll just reveal it. Cze Wien wants me dead! :(
First of all, i will intro Cze Wien.
With the MNSM board. Looking hot eh? :P
As you can see, Cze Wien is a rather attractive girl. She is the current treasurer for MNSM and also part of the "puppy". Thus, she is sitting in the same table with me for the Monash Ball.
Alvin Lai, after the BBQ on Friday night, expressed his interest to ask her out for the ball. Being such a nice friend, I gave her msn to her, and in the process hinted to her on his intentions. Enough of this,, read the conversation for hilarity.
Me: btw, has alvin talked to ya yet?
CW: apparently not, regarding?
Me: he wants to be your date. LOL
CW: it's a bit weird hearing it from you. you better not simply make assumptions or speculation
Me: that hard to believe ke?
CW: but it's just a bit off hearing it for you. Wat happens if he decides not to. Then you sorta told me already and now he feels obliged. so let's forget that it happened :)
Me: he is online now. ROFL
CW: and you happily just gave him my msn. thanks
Me: and i asked him go add u
CW: you love trouble don't you... you just court it
Me: it aint trouble lar.... :P
CW: eh bozo, don't encourage. I mean, its not nice to say no to Alvin but let me think, if i do reconsider, I'll let you know and let him ask. Don't want to let him down. UNDERSTAND>?
Me: yikez
CW: DARREN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FASTER! HE IS ABOUT TO ASK!!!
Me: hammm?what did he say? LOL
CW: TOO LATE!!!
Me: this is so funny :P
CW: YOU IDIOT!
Me: he asked?
CW: BIG BIG IDIOT. Not yet.
Me: yikez
CW: STALL HIM. He asked if i'm going out with anyone. FASTER..DARREN!
Me: say yes!
CW: NO
Me: if u dunwan, say u alraedy goin out lo
CW: aiya
Me: if he ask, say u r goin out with leanne. :p
CW: and he sees me at the ball DATELESS. Hello, not my principle to lie
Me: leanne is wearin a suit!
CW: doesn't concern me so pls tell him to, indirectly. Darren, i'm so gonna kill you!
Me: erm....yea lo
CW: you so encouraged it
Me: i did not!
CW: do you know i lost a lot thanks to you
Me: u lost a lot?
CW: i made a bet that nobody would ask me, so you better take it back.
Me: how much u bet lar?
CW: that doesn't really concern you and it's not cash... anyways, why la Alvin? I mean i know he is nice and all but seriously have you for the moment thought i'll reconsider? DARREN!!! I would but i wouldn't want to lead him on. Thats bad. i mean...AM I GETTING IT TO ACROSS YOU???
Me: u erm..like him?
CW: no......I'm seeing someone.. Shhhh...
Me: is he gonna be at the ball?lol
CW: no, he is not here. now i start thinking, i think he misunderstood and further misconception thanks to you. man... it's just pictures and making him bbq for me. i must have indirectly lead him on but i put part of the blame on you
Me: he just jokin wann la
CW: i don't like hurting people you know
Me: u can always reject mar...i think he shud be old enough to not cry over it. besides, we are still sittin at the same table
CW: see you at the meeting tmr. you just wait... you just wait.... *glares*
At this point, we talked more.. too lazy to paste it all here :/
CW: p/s: still gonna kill you...
Yikes, she is one scary woman eh?
----
This blog will still remain active but it will be behind wraps. Only a few people will be able to read it. So, if you're one of those lucky readers, you are indeed lucky :P
---
I'm on a deathlist!
Now now, before anyone starts to dissect who would want me dead(i'm sure there are plenty), I'll just reveal it. Cze Wien wants me dead! :(
First of all, i will intro Cze Wien.
With the MNSM board. Looking hot eh? :P
As you can see, Cze Wien is a rather attractive girl. She is the current treasurer for MNSM and also part of the "puppy". Thus, she is sitting in the same table with me for the Monash Ball.
Alvin Lai, after the BBQ on Friday night, expressed his interest to ask her out for the ball. Being such a nice friend, I gave her msn to her, and in the process hinted to her on his intentions. Enough of this,, read the conversation for hilarity.
Me: btw, has alvin talked to ya yet?
CW: apparently not, regarding?
Me: he wants to be your date. LOL
CW: it's a bit weird hearing it from you. you better not simply make assumptions or speculation
Me: that hard to believe ke?
CW: but it's just a bit off hearing it for you. Wat happens if he decides not to. Then you sorta told me already and now he feels obliged. so let's forget that it happened :)
Me: he is online now. ROFL
CW: and you happily just gave him my msn. thanks
Me: and i asked him go add u
CW: you love trouble don't you... you just court it
Me: it aint trouble lar.... :P
CW: eh bozo, don't encourage. I mean, its not nice to say no to Alvin but let me think, if i do reconsider, I'll let you know and let him ask. Don't want to let him down. UNDERSTAND>?
Me: yikez
CW: DARREN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FASTER! HE IS ABOUT TO ASK!!!
Me: hammm?what did he say? LOL
CW: TOO LATE!!!
Me: this is so funny :P
CW: YOU IDIOT!
Me: he asked?
CW: BIG BIG IDIOT. Not yet.
Me: yikez
CW: STALL HIM. He asked if i'm going out with anyone. FASTER..DARREN!
Me: say yes!
CW: NO
Me: if u dunwan, say u alraedy goin out lo
CW: aiya
Me: if he ask, say u r goin out with leanne. :p
CW: and he sees me at the ball DATELESS. Hello, not my principle to lie
Me: leanne is wearin a suit!
CW: doesn't concern me so pls tell him to, indirectly. Darren, i'm so gonna kill you!
Me: erm....yea lo
CW: you so encouraged it
Me: i did not!
CW: do you know i lost a lot thanks to you
Me: u lost a lot?
CW: i made a bet that nobody would ask me, so you better take it back.
Me: how much u bet lar?
CW: that doesn't really concern you and it's not cash... anyways, why la Alvin? I mean i know he is nice and all but seriously have you for the moment thought i'll reconsider? DARREN!!! I would but i wouldn't want to lead him on. Thats bad. i mean...AM I GETTING IT TO ACROSS YOU???
Me: u erm..like him?
CW: no......I'm seeing someone.. Shhhh...
Me: is he gonna be at the ball?lol
CW: no, he is not here. now i start thinking, i think he misunderstood and further misconception thanks to you. man... it's just pictures and making him bbq for me. i must have indirectly lead him on but i put part of the blame on you
Me: he just jokin wann la
CW: i don't like hurting people you know
Me: u can always reject mar...i think he shud be old enough to not cry over it. besides, we are still sittin at the same table
CW: see you at the meeting tmr. you just wait... you just wait.... *glares*
At this point, we talked more.. too lazy to paste it all here :/
CW: p/s: still gonna kill you...
Yikes, she is one scary woman eh?
Saturday, August 11, 2007
I changed the title and restricted my blog to myself only. will i open it up again??
Perhaps, just perhaps...i'll let time judge.
I feel betrayed, and i don't like it.
Sometimes people think you do not know, they think you're blind.
Trust me on this, I would rather not know then be hurt in the process, i would rather not.
However, i can't escape from the fact that i feel betrayed, i felt like i was backstabbed.
I hide my troubles to myself, i'm trying to be selfless BUT? But, people do not like it, people take me for granted.
I've tried to be reasonable, i really do, is that bloody enough?
---------------i guess its not enough..........................
Perhaps, just perhaps...i'll let time judge.
I feel betrayed, and i don't like it.
Sometimes people think you do not know, they think you're blind.
Trust me on this, I would rather not know then be hurt in the process, i would rather not.
However, i can't escape from the fact that i feel betrayed, i felt like i was backstabbed.
I hide my troubles to myself, i'm trying to be selfless BUT? But, people do not like it, people take me for granted.
I've tried to be reasonable, i really do, is that bloody enough?
---------------i guess its not enough..........................
